After we stopped talking to each other, I became terrible at responding to my messages. Especially from people that I genuinely want to get to know…from potential friends and even potential lovers. I feel horrible. I so badly want to have that connection that we had with each other, with someone new, but I keep finding myself distancing away from the things I want the most. Because I remember wanting you and nothing good came out of that. You destroyed me in the worst way and I won’t let anyone have that kind of control over me ever again.
The LEAST you can do in a relationship is tell the other person the SECOND you don’t feel the same anymore with your stupid ass. The fucking least. Instead of having them walk around happy like a dumb ass while you’re planning an escape route.